I don't like weekends anymore!
I loved Friday nights because they were my comfort nights with Jess, unwinding from the week, and planning the weekend shenanigans.
I still haven't stopped waiting for him to come home every evening.
Today the phone rang at around that time of the evening and my heart became excited for a second.
I almost said to my mom, out loud, "Oh...that must be Jess!"
But interestingly...it was someone calling about our cat Ruby.
Ruby and Jesse shared a strong connection. I saw so much sadness in Ruby's little face the day after Jesse passed.
She hung around here for another day or two and then she was gone.
At first...we just waited for her because she has taken off in the past for a few days, but she always came back home.
She always came back to Jesse.
Not this time.
Well, yeah...there is no Jesse to come home to.
We have been looking for her. And we put up posters for her.
Today someone called because they thought they had found Ruby. He sent me a picture of the cat that had showed up in his backyard, but it wasn't our Ruby.
I just hope she has found another home and I hope someone is loving her as much as Jesse did.
Sometimes Isis and I wonder if she also meeped somehow and if she is with Jesse now.
We love you Rubyroo and we miss you kitty!